here he is

a sick man among sick men
lined up to do battle with big guns
a stockpile of syringes
against an army of bedsores
a drip-feed against tumours
& every morning armed with a marmelade
sandwich       crusts cut off       against his own
self-consuming body

his muscles shrinking
his flesh falling away
the machines whirring

for weeks now
lying at his post       looking at the moon
sword above his skull       licking at skin &
bone       more pain here
numbness down there
staring       shooting tears back into his eyes
everything half used-up

his muscles shrinking
his flesh falling away
the machines whirring


Anna Hoffmann
translated by Catherine Hales
German original from Pandoras Box © Parasitenpresse, Cologne 2004